Needless to say, my motivation to blog lately has been zero. When I do think of writing, I land up drafting a a swamp of emotions that I then decide better not to share. Goes against the entire purpose of blogging, eh? But really, I rather not deal with the consequences of pouring my heart out for no solid reason.
I’ve always tried to portray myself as strong and practical, but I’m really a sensitive and emotional sop. Not using this blog to let these emotions flow freely is my first effort towards snapping out of it, learning to grow up, and be more pragmatic about things. As a result, I choose to stare into space than blurt out a rant.
I no longer want to talk about how my day is filled with constant reminders of my life in Madrid, nor do I want to bitch about being back, nor do I want to rave that I have a great job in these miserable economic times. I often feel that I lose perspective and there are far more important things to be shared, discussed, and debated.
So when my dormant inspiration decides to wake up, I will be back here, hopefully blogging about things bigger than me.